Consolation

I'm still afraid of being raped
I'm still afraid seeing war in the name of religion
Still kinda stressed out and cry a lot
Still fragile

Losing your closest family is weird
You can suddenly feel so many spectrum of emotions and I really don't know how to cope with it
The grieve and longing stay there but there's also slightly happiness too from remembering
Ultimately in the middle of the night

But I know I'm not the only one
So many people have it worse