Saturday, April 29, 2017

Do you miss me?

One of the perks of having an introvert friend is... you have a good listener. I'm an introvert sometimes (I'm an ambivert, actually). I do love to hear someone's thoughts :3

It's kinda awesome feeling, when I'm back, and my friends can't stop talking to me. Like... you've been holding it for so long right? You've been waiting me all this time right? You miss me right? Wkwk. I'm here okay. I'm here. Tell me your stories. It's okay. It's alright.

I can't name this awesome feeling. I think I'm touched, they really treasure my presence. And also, they don't really say they miss me but they show me that they do really miss me. When I speak or ask they don't ignore me. They don't say mean things too.

But... Why I love to "disappear"? One of the reasons: because I can die anytime. I don't really like attachment. I don't want to depend on someone. And I don't want someone to depend on me. Let us learn how to depend to Allah (and ourselves first). I'm simply a free spirit actually.


Thursday, April 13, 2017

curhatsecurhatcurhatnya: soal nikah muda dan foto pribadi

-Nikah Muda-

Gua pernah stres gara2 dimana2 ngomongin nikah mulu. Akun dakwah yg ngomong cinta2an mulu gua block/unfol. Jujur ini gua mah. Rasanya tuh kaya dijejelin "Lu blm nikah! Lu pendosa!". Padahal mah sbnrnya gak papah. Mental gua msh menolak ngomongin begituan bener2. Nyokap gua jg ±24 baru nikah, tiap org kan punya prosesnya masing2. Jadi kalo dipikir-pikir wajar bgt klo gua bukannya pengen, malah lama2 takut kalo ada yg ngomongin nikah mele.

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South Tangerang, Banten, Indonesia
Do you know, how many stars in the sky? Do you know how many flowers in this universe? I don't know. But alone, or together they are awesome. I want to be like them.