Debatable But It's Deeply Regretted

But why do things get worse?

I know there are so many advancement these days

It's not just what we used to watch

It's also like for example car

And there's no another Umar bin Khattab, Khalid bin Walid, Muhammad al-Fatih, Salahuddin al-Ayyubi, etc anymore

I know if you want someone like Prophet Muhammad SAW you could at least like Siti Khadijah even just for an inch

If you want Muhammad al-Fatih you could at least become a Mom like Halime Hatun

They're not perfect indeed Siti Aminah and Abdullah was gone before even raising their son

Hard times I guess create great people

If you want Isa AS be like Siti Mariam

But imagine having forces like Constantinople conquest

It's like in Pirates of The Carribean they are from everywhere

And it's not a night of achievement

They're trained since childhood prepared since centuries before

And it was all inspired by Qur'an

I'm actually almost become the mother of Armageddon 🤔 if I marry Syrian or Afghani or Yemeni I think...

Or Indonesian too, still, can be included as the indirect translation of the hadith Allahu'alam

But Alhamdulillah I just think the destiny just has changed we're not at the end of time anymore

But still I would love someone like them...

If I get married it's just a bonus

My 2D and ancient guys are my real husband for now if anyone told you the other way, well nobody knows my soulmate but for now that's my clarification, I'm not single at heart I'm married to these people on books

Ahhh still though I'm gonna pray someone like him... Why can't we get good things? May Allah pour His mercy

My standard is higher than Burj Khalifa I know

While I'm a trash

But you know you could transform into someone you love

Tapi Mariam ini hebat bgt ya

Waktu itu random aja gua baca Tafsir Al-Azhar yg part Maryam sama Yusuf

Trs gua selalu kepikiran aja gitu bayangin lu diwakafin sama ortu lu buat Allah trs tiba-tiba dituduh macem2 padahal dari keluarga baik-baik atau dibuang Kakak lu sendiri tiba-tiba pindah negara, ini jaman dahulu lagi msh ada perbudakan dan segala kengerian pada masanya hukuman disalib lah dll kayaknya Allah sengaja ngasih ujian tapi kunci jawabannya jg tiba-tiba, bnr2 segala masalah hidup gak ada apa-apanya abis baca

Bayangin lu gak bisa apa-apa kecuali diem, lu perempuan lagi, hebat bgt

Gua suka bgt jg tuh kisah2 perempuan2 zaman Firaun

Sampai waktu itu sempet rame jg tuh di internet Indonesia "tp Fir'aun sbg suami baik" akhirnya ada yg tektok, tp ngapain lu bunuh2in anak org2 cuma gara2 ramalan

Ah sudahlah itu antara lu dan Allah, antara lu dan org2 zaman dahulu yg lu siksa zalimi Allahu'alam Qur'an ini cuma buku panduan gua, cermin gua, pengingat gua cukup berhenti di situ ga usah mikir liar2 mumet2

Dulu waktu TPA/TPQ/MD kan dibagi-bagi Kemenag gitu ya 5 buku akidah akhlak, sejarah Islam, Bahasa Arab, Tajwid, sama Fikih gitu kalau gak salah gua paling mending Sejarah Islam eh tapi ternyata pas SMA keluar banyak materinya kelas 3 lagi trs gua lsg sadar bodoh bgt untung gak keluar banyak pas ujian

Kayak, itu penting, tapi cuma dapet kuota berapa soal gitu di ujian nah lho bgt kita gak tau tapi yg mana yg bakal keluar jd kalau bisa dibaca semua tp kalau salah semua jg gak sempet sampai sana belajarnya msh ada harapan (lulus) 🤣 tp dulu namanya Sejarah Kebudayaan Islam jd gak cuma sejarah Islam tp jg kita ngapalin tuh arca-arca (?) apa sih karya seni di sejarah Islam