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Tadinya aku mau share seputar travel, food, and beauty (tp tidak bakat 🥲😜)

Ya layaknya Hijabi Vlogger pada umumnya (I was influenced by them a lot at first)

Tapi sekarang aku mau fokus share belajar pertukangan (magang sama Bapak) dan berkebun (magang sama Ibu) 😅😂

Sesekali share gambar2 atau visual (Sketch, desain, games, dll), makanan (masak, jajan, recook, dll), belajar ngaji, kadang bayi orang nemu gemesin, beres2, buku, talks, random aja pokoknya (channel jg channel sendiri ya bebas-bebas aja si sbnrnya ahaha)

Aku masih di sini, tapi sudah terlalu berlebihan frekuensinya untuk tahun ini dan tahun kemarin si wkwk

Pagi2 Haru

Terharu banget pagi2 nonton ini 😭😭😭

I propose her

Halal couple

MasyaAllah ternyata Nuna/Eonni ini half-korean gtu, Ayah dari Ibunya jg muslim 🤧 "Even in Qur'an men should be good to their wife" aaaaak kyeo ❤️💛💚💙💜❤️💟❣️♥️❤️💓💕💖💗💙💘💝💞💛💚😍

TTM (Temen Tapi Minat)

Temen tiba2 mau nikah tp bukan sama pacarnya... yg relatif udh lama dan lumayan melewati bnyk hal... tau2 diajak serius aja ama org lain gtu dtg ke ortunya.

Trs gua ikutan bingung beradaptasi. Pdhl cuma temennya, gmn dia sendiri ya. Katanya dia jg msh kaget.

Kdng gua mikir sbnrnya pacaran itu emng krg cocok buat org Indonesia jmn skrg yg hp mulu jd ansos skill pdkt/komunikasi/sosialnya agak payah, trs bnyk tmn di Indo yg kerjanya ga produktif hmpr 24 jam ada aja kerjaan (aneh bgt ya? org mah kerja ya kerja, beres kerja ya udh dlu gtu) apa perusahaannya ga tkt malah pada burn out, gaji jg mungkin bnyk yg lebih prioritas dibanding buat terus2an ketemu makan atau nonton yg sbnrnya gak dipengenin bgt... udh hidup kerad msh hrs drama pacar2an.

Mungkin mereka lelah. Ingin hidup sederhana aja kaya ortu mereka.

Temen yg udh nikah paling idup brg, makan brg, eue brg 🔁 kadang mereka ada drama jg si tp keliatannya sih lebih stabil ya dibanding bocah pacar2an, dipikir2 mau mereka kerja atau kuliah org nikah gmn si ujung2nya klo brntm mereka udh terlanjur terbiasa idup sepasang mungkin emang saling berargurmen/dukung/berbagi tugas dlm satu rumah.

Temen gua yg lain dulu lebih lucu lg, jalan sama cowok tp beda2, klo ditanya "Cowo lu baru lg?" dijawab "cuma temen...tapi minat 😋" apa coba? 😂 kata dia sbnrnya nyokapnya udh nyuruh udh nawarin calon jg tp kata dia gantengan temennya ini, jd msh tawar menawar gtu 😅

:(

Pakualaman - The Nail of The Universe/World

Jadi beberapa hari yang lalu ada nikahan Pakualaman

Nah hari ini ada video baru dr Ust. Nouman Khan ttg Gunung dan Bumi di Surat an-Naba. Gunung itu maskulin dan bumi itu feminin. Gunung jaga stabilitas Bumi seakan-akan paku/pasaknya bumi. Pokoknya tonton deh bagus bgt analogi Qur'an soal Gunung-Bumi dan Laki-Perempuan yg Allah ciptakan berpasangan. Huhu.

Nah tau nggak si? Pakualaman kan tdnya kerajaan Hindu trs masuk Islam... Walaupun tempat resepsinya namanya Pura Pakualaman tp pas akadnya Islami bgt MasyaAllah :') Di Masjid gtu perempuannya diumpetin pula nggak di pajang pas akad, maharnya Qur'an sama alat sholat, sederhana tp syahdu Ya Rabb. Entah knp ngeliat pernikahan Jawa gini malah bagus, seneng liatnya bukti sejarah Islam masuk ke Indonesia dgn sangat lembut dan toleran. Bangga aku tu sebagai Muslim di Indonesia. Barakallah lakuma wa barakallah alaykuma wa jama'a baynakuma fi khayr (Semoga Allah memberkahimu dan memberkahi atasmu serta mengumpulkan kamu berdua dalam kebaikan) 💕

MTK

Jd wkt itu gue baca twit:

Entah knp akhir-akhir ini gue baru nyadar rata-rata yg deket sma gue itu suka atau krn MTK... Hmmm... Sebuah catatan penting ini. Skrg gue jd sadar gtu lho bkn berarti org yg gak suka MTK nggak cocok sama gue, tp biasanya org yg suka MTK mau berantem segimana pun pasti ujung2nya kita sama-sama berpikir jernih gtu lho, logikanya gmn, jd adem lg deh.

Trs kmrn gue ketemu temen2 gue yg mau wisuda S2 bulan ini trs tek tok bgt gtu lhoooh udh kaya ketemu sodara, bahagia bgt gue dan mereka jg rata2 pinter MTK gtu jd kalo bercanda maupun ngomongin topik mcm2 lumayan nyambung.

Alhamdulillah, bersyukur Allah kasih kebahagiaan seperti ini. Tp tergantung orangnya jg si wkwk.

You can born as a Muslim...

...and find Islam again ❤

Cinta dan menikah itu apa?

Kalo kata Adam Levine...

"I still don't necessarily think you have to get married unless you meet someone that makes you want to marry them. And then you marry them, and it's wonderful."

Gue hampir nggak pernah cinta2an. Bahkan gue sempet nggak mau nikah. Trs gue mulai suka2an gtu lho akhir-akhir ini. Tp hati gue linglung gtu lhoh pindah2. Memang Allah Maha membolak-balikan hati ya. Dan gue msh trauma sama cowok jg. Dan masih pengen bgt ngejar sesuatu yg akan sulit sekali kalo gue udh nikah.

"If you want to change the world, do it while you're single. Once you're married you can't even change the TV channel."

Tapi ada juga malam-malam dimana gue bener2 butuh seseorang. Dulu gue hampir nggak pernah mikirin cowok lho padahal dan nggak pernah baper single. Karena gue berprinsip nggak ada cinta-cintaan kalo belum menikah. Tp tertarik lawan jenis itu fitrah. Mungkin emang hormon gue aja yg lagi bergejolak. Tapi semakin kesini gue semakin yakin dengan prinsip gue. Sewajarnya saja. Jodoh pasti bertamu.

Put your trust in Allah.

Do you miss me?

One of the perks of having an introvert friend is... you have a good listener. I'm an introvert sometimes (I'm an ambivert, actually). I do love to hear someone's thoughts :3

It's kinda awesome feeling, when I'm back, and my friends can't stop talking to me. Like... you've been holding it for so long right? You've been waiting me all this time right? You miss me right? Wkwk. I'm here okay. I'm here. Tell me your stories. It's okay. It's alright.

I can't name this awesome feeling. I think I'm touched, they really treasure my presence. And also, they don't really say they miss me but they show me that they do really miss me. When I speak or ask they don't ignore me. They don't say mean things too.

But... Why I love to "disappear"? One of the reasons: because I can die anytime. I don't really like attachment. I don't want to depend on someone. And I don't want someone to depend on me. Let us learn how to depend to Allah (and ourselves first). I'm simply a free spirit actually.

Cinta

"Cinta itu bukan mengorbankan sesuatu demi seseorang, melainkan mencapai sesuatu. Jangan menyerah akan hal penting di hidupmu karena aku. Pergilah." (Jang Jae Yeol)

Cinta itu berjuang, bukan berkorban.

She Was Pretty

Aaaaaaaaaaaaak siwoooooon~~~!!! Pertama kali gue suka siwon itu di 18 vs 29... walaupun itu drama dari kapan tau sampe sekarang belom gue tamatin wkwk. Apa yg bikin gue suka? senyumnya itu lhoh manis banget ya Allah... Allahuakbar.

Jadiiiii apa itu she was pretty? dia romcom gitu, suka banget gueeee. Kenapa? nggak cuman lucu doang, dia itu bercerita tentang seorang cewe bernama hye jin, yang akhirnya dapat kerja, tapi cuman magang si TT TT. Cuman kerjaannya di The Most, fashion magazine gitu. Salah satu dream job gue banget. Trs orangnya yg kerja di situ cantik-cantik, trs hye jin yang dulu waktu kecil cantik, dan skrg jelek, lama-lama jadi cantik lagi lhoooh semenjak kerja di situ~

Dan ada sunbaenim yang gue suka banget, stylenya asik banget. Entah kenapa tiap gue nonton ini gue kebayang Alexa Chung, editor fashion magazine dari uk yang coolnya kebangetan haaaah.

Cuman di sini siwon nggak jadi pemeran utama, melainkan jd temennya hye jin, baik sama hye jin, trs suka. TAPI DIFRIENDZONE. ZONK. Karena ini drama belom tamat dan gue baru nonton ampe episode 13 yah jadi segini dululah. See you. Muach.

Soft Voice

Who?

Yap! Soyou <3

Pokoknya lagi suka sama Soyou gitu deh ueee... suaranya lembut bikin hari-hari lebih indah *lebay*

Hahahaha

Future Hopes

I finished watching Reply 1997 yesterday.

I love this drama, this drama surely make us recall our memories. It's also touching. One of my favorite episode is the 7th episode. It's about our hopes and dreams.

The story take place in a high school. In the last grade, when the students have to tell their teacher how their future will be... and their teacher will recommend the best career or college for them...

Tae Woong (Teacher):
When we're talking about future dreams that eventually means what you will do for a living.
You will become an adult soon, but if you waste time and money for an empty dream, then who would take responsibility for that?
That's why people need to be satisfied by the dreams which are near you.
Even if you covet some far-away dreams, it just makes you upset and sad.
A passion without answers...that's only heartbreaking.
That's why people say the stupidest thing in the world is  an unrequited love.
Rather than meeting someone I like, if you meet a person who likes you, you wouldn't have to be heartbroken, or waste your time.
Rather than doing what you want to do, let's try to find something you'll be able to do.
You have only one life, right?
...
But, the reason that stupid one-sided love is worth trying is... 
...that passion can sometimes make miracles happen...
...sometimes go the long way around to help you fulfill a dream...
...and even if it doesn't allow you to realize that dream, it allows you to linger near it...
and find happiness.

This drama is worth watching :')

Thanks:
http://enchant-meee.livejournal.com/128382.html

#: choose college, memilih kuliah, menentukan karir, career path, dreams, hopes, future

Sacrifice?

Too often sacrificing not always good.
Sometimes you hurt someone.
The one who always fights for you.
The one who wants to be with you, who always wants to be your best friend.
Finally, that person will believe however he/she try to hold you... the thing is you don't have any urge to hold her/him back.
You don't really need people.
You really hurt them who try really hard... fight for your own sake... but you just like "It's okay I won't take part."

People use drug, left by the one they love, bullied, see their parents fight everyday, etc and every-time they just like "It's okay. I resign." "I can't. I won't go.. I won't try." "I'm alone."

Jagalah Kesehatan

Entah kenapa gua suka banget kata-kata di gumiho yaitu ketika lee sung gi ditanyain, apa lu mau mati demi cewe lu? lee sung gi bilang "nggak mau." (gua pikir lee sung gi brengsek banget, kok gitu si nggak romantis, tapi tunggu dulu...).

Lee sung gi: "Kita berdua harus sama-sama hidup..."


"Aku tidak ingin meninggalkan mu sendirian di dunia ini... sakit... sedih... dan sendiri..."
"Kita... harus sama-sama hidup."

Damn it! You really stole my heart... That's it! A real true love. Romeo and Juliette is nothing.

dan di gumiho juga *udah pernah gua post*

Ada kata-kata begini...

"The real death of a person, not death of himself, but the death of his loved ones."

Liat di:
(http://anythingaml.blogspot.com/2012/06/gimme-o-to-give-opinion-about-gumiho.html)

Random post di malam hari ini dipersembahkan untuk kalian, setelah gua nonton the host... dan kepikiran tentang existence dan true love

Oh iya, dulu gua juga pernah nonton film barat di bioskop sama temen SMP... lupa film apa... Jaman dewa-dewi gitu... ada 1 cewe yang dikutuk jadi eternal... trs dia bilang: 
"Trust me it's painful to be eternal, it feels like you see your dearest one dying everyday, even if it's not... but it happened in my memory everday and night."

Lupa banget itu film apa... jadi teman-teman jauhilah sikap menyakiti diri sendiri... jagalah kesehatan... karena kalo kamu sakit kamu pikir orang lain nggak sakit? Apalagi Tuhan yang ciptain kamu... ya kan?

Good night :)

Dear Mom

Dear Mom,

I live good here. Your daughter is healthy but still clumsy. hhe. I live so well here, I have so many new friends don't worry, they're so kind and funny, I just didn't capture it so much. I don't have camera nor a good internet connection to share it anyway.

Mom... Sometimes, I'm too tired, lazy, sleepy but since today I succeded to collect all of my tasks anyway. Your daughter do what she have to do it's more than just awesome hha. I'm hungry, I miss your dishes.

Mom... how can I be so tired?

Mom... I hate to be weak

Mom... can you still remembering me to do the pray?

Mom... can someone hate everybody at a time?

Mom... can someone be so burdensome to a person who usually being the burdensome one?

Well mom.... wie geht's? I hope you're also healthy cause I'm not gonna massage you when you're tired, distance is a kind of problem sometimes hhe.

I always pray for you, and I know you too..

See you,
Amel

People Made Us

http://weheartit.com/entry/44072233/

Sudah sejak lama saya menjadi orang yang kelihatannya dingin. Ketika seseorang bertanya sesuatu, terkadang saya hanya menjawab tanpa balik bertanya "Memang kenapa?" atau "Bagaimana denganmu?". Bukan saya tidak peduli, kenyataannya saya yang dulu, ketika bertanya "Ada apa?" "Memang kenapa?" dan sejenisnya.. hanya akan dijawab "Gapapah" "Mau tau aja" dll.

Selamat Ulang Tahun Teman-teman

September 5, 1994
Gita Ayunadya

October 13, 1994
Lathvia Ardhana

October 28, 1994
Ni Putu Diah Sucitawati

November 10, 1994
Witri Nur Amalina


Kiss and pray,
-Arum

Sebuah Doa

Saya ingin orang-orang bahagia dengan apa adanya Saya...

I Believe

I believe... When you are not with me there are no stars in the sky.
I believe... The way back to you will feel a little far.
I'll carry all those memories deep inside me.
I'll feel pain, it'll make tears fall.

When I won't cry you will leave me
With no change and no tears.
Someday again the tears will come around
You know it
I'll believe that you are waiting.
I do it for you.

I believe... It'll hurt me to see, you can't cry.
I believe... My tears will fall, you should turn back to me again.
Again I'll glimpse you come into my sight
And it'll make my tears fall.

When I won't cry you will leave me
With no change and no tears.
Someday again the tears will come around
You know it
I'll believe that you are waiting.
I do it for you.

Before I knew you, the world was dazzling.
From that sky I got left with tears.
I will care for that person.

You are the only reason...
To me the wait gives me enough happiness.
Love is the only reason...
As days pass by,
If you forget the way, I'll be waiting
I do it for you.
I do it for you.