Be Okay With Myself, Be Okay to Want Better Version of Me Also

When you just want to be free but society force you to look like you're rich, working doing the rat race, distract you from what's you're actually created for

Not that I don't want to work 9-5 and rich though

Some people just can't say help, please, thanks and overcontroling, bossy not leading, want instant and perfection not patient and embrace mistakes... and what's really frustrating it's really they don't realize that the times have changed, and it's also because of the comparing ladder that would never end not because they really want to force you but just because people make it like they need to force you to be certain kind of other's thought of ideal... Don't be a fox. Don't steal someone's happiness, don't treat them who already grateful so that they feel never enough. In Islam we have these stories that teach you a lot but very subtle. We can't control people but realize when the world such a fox to you, remind yourself to be grateful, enough (qana'ah), but not feeling sorry if you want to grow or level up. These days I make du'a, like "Oh Allah, my life is good enough (it's genuinely waaay better than certain years I've passed) but I still often feels miserable in my mind, please take care of my thoughts". I feel like God answer it right away my mood is really good fully all day long.