Not a teenage anymooooore

Haloooooooooooooo apa kabaaaaar? Kangen nggak sama gueee? seakan seluruh dunia baca blog gue wkwk. Ya siapa tau pada kangen sama gue walaupun sebenernya nggak ada yang kangen si, yang baca juga nggak ada, iya kok tau, kalo pada baca kan malah malu *tersipu* gue pengen ngasih kabar kalo *drum roll* umur gue udah 20 tahun! Horeeeeeee~ gue jg nggak tau si kenapa "hore"? kenapa nggak "astaghfirullah makin tua"?

Banyak yang doain semoga makin dewasa... apa itu dewasa? semacam sesuatu yang bisa dimakan?

Tapi entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini gue merasakan puber lho, sebenernya gue udah agak lupa si tanda-tanda puber (puber: semacam proses menjadi dewasa) yang sebenernya. Tapi gue mulai merasa tambah dewasa kok beneran, makin sering sisiran iya aja udah, anggep aja rajin sisiran tanda puber dan gue makin menyadari dosa-dosa gue, makin berusaha ke arah lebih baik, cie banget... ihiw... doain ya mudah-mudahan gue bener-bener berhasil menjadi manusia yang lebih baik hari ke hari... Aamiin ya Allah.

Ada satu hal yang sebenernya membuat gue terganggu akhir-akhir ini... Gue mulai sadar gue adalah perempuan *halah* maksud gue ya gue bukan anak kecil lagi... dan jadi perempuan itu... ya bayangin aja seumur hidupnya perempuan itu ngeluarin darah bergelas-gelas, dan susu juga bergelas-gelas, ngeri ya... terus siap-siap aja ditanyain "kapan ngasih cucu? udah cocok lhoh jadi Ibu" nggak sekedar "kapan kawin?"... hmmmmmm jadi perempuan itu adalah amanat yang nggak main-main *sok serius*

Sebenernya banyak si tuntutan-tuntutan buat manusia-manusia di umur-umur se-gue ini... NIGHTMARE

Tapi gue sadar kok gue udah mulai dewasa... Sejujurnya gue agak panik sekarang. Berarti gue harus mulai mandiri. Harus lebih ditingkatkan lagi belajar, berdoa, dan bersabarnya... dan harus lebih sungguh-sungguh. PADAHAL hati gue selalu awet muda... masih seperti yang dulu yaitu gadis cilik lincah nian yang riang selalu sepanjang hari... walaupun suka tiba-tiba nangis. Jadi, sebenernya gue emang agak shock sih tetiba udah 20 tahun aja. Udah bukan teenage lagi.............................

God, Please Hire Me

They say, I have potential to be a workaholic. But they also say I’m a woman. I wish God hire me as a Mom and a wife… and I wish I can be a good one. Woman can work like a man, but being a good mom and a good wife… not everybody meet the requirements.

Some people need a career. But, some career need a certain people.

Being a working mom or being a full-time mom? Both are wonderful.

Some decision is hard to choose. So, always be nice to women.

How about, being a wife or live independently? Some woman can live independently. They can make money. They can make meal. They can do the housekeeping. And, they can control their desire. But if there’s someone who was created special for you… just like a pair of shoes… wouldn’t it be nice? Wouldn’t you feel whole?

Sometimes it isn’t as simple as “a pair of shoes”…

But… God, please hire me… hire me as a mom... hire me as a wife... I believe in you… don’t let me doubt myself. Because doubt is harmful, doubt try to make me lose hope while you always give us hope, doubt is devil’s weapon. If one day I feel doubt… I wish, I would always seek your help through patience and pray*.

With love,

Me

والله أعلمُ بالـصـواب
*Al-Baqarah (2:45)

My Dress Style

Safe and sophisticated. Your style is fully functional and adapts to different areas of your life. People don’t really see how fashionable you are unless it is a special occasion. On all other occasions, you wear the same old things and don’t draw attention to yourself, which makes those other times even more head-turning. Well-played.

LINE Characters

List of LINE Characters' Name Complete.

Daftar Nama-nama Karakter di LINE lengkap.

1. Brown

The Bear. Si Beruang.

2. Cony

The Rabbit. Si Kelinci.

3. Moon 

Round-headed just like full moon. Kepalanya bulat seperti bulan purnama.

4. James

The Long-haired Man. Si Laki-laki Gondrong.

5. Sally

The Duck? Chicken? Female? Male? Alien? Dunno. Bebek? Ayam? Betina? Jantan? Alien? Entahlah.
*From LINE's Twitter and YouTube, Sally is a Chick.

6. Boss 

The Anonymous Boss. Si Atasan Tanpa Nama.

7. Jessica

The Cat. Si Kucing.

8. Edward

The Worm. Si Ulat.

9. Leonard

The Frog. Si Katak.

10. Choco

Brown's little fashionista sister. Si Beruang Fashionista, Adik Brown.

Reference:

http://www.nationmultimedia.com/sunday/Whats-my-LINE-of-toys-30225752.html

images.google.com

Tag: tokoh line karakter figur line characters character name line stickers sticker figure introduction

Soft Voice

Who?

Yap! Soyou <3

Pokoknya lagi suka sama Soyou gitu deh ueee... suaranya lembut bikin hari-hari lebih indah *lebay*

Hahahaha

Future Hopes

I finished watching Reply 1997 yesterday.

I love this drama, this drama surely make us recall our memories. It's also touching. One of my favorite episode is the 7th episode. It's about our hopes and dreams.

The story take place in a high school. In the last grade, when the students have to tell their teacher how their future will be... and their teacher will recommend the best career or college for them...

Tae Woong (Teacher):
When we're talking about future dreams that eventually means what you will do for a living.
You will become an adult soon, but if you waste time and money for an empty dream, then who would take responsibility for that?
That's why people need to be satisfied by the dreams which are near you.
Even if you covet some far-away dreams, it just makes you upset and sad.
A passion without answers...that's only heartbreaking.
That's why people say the stupidest thing in the world is  an unrequited love.
Rather than meeting someone I like, if you meet a person who likes you, you wouldn't have to be heartbroken, or waste your time.
Rather than doing what you want to do, let's try to find something you'll be able to do.
You have only one life, right?
...
But, the reason that stupid one-sided love is worth trying is... 
...that passion can sometimes make miracles happen...
...sometimes go the long way around to help you fulfill a dream...
...and even if it doesn't allow you to realize that dream, it allows you to linger near it...
and find happiness.

This drama is worth watching :')

Thanks:
http://enchant-meee.livejournal.com/128382.html

#: choose college, memilih kuliah, menentukan karir, career path, dreams, hopes, future

gogetitorletitgo

GO GET IT!

OR

LET IT GO!

And play it cool

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Dreams are choking me now, it doesn't mean I don't dare to dream anymore. It's just... enough! Get a life, dear... me :')

The biggest problem of mine is: I don't dare to decide. I'm a slow decision-maker. So, before deciding something I would like to weigh many options... and sometime it leads me to be overthinker. What would I become? What I want to be? Which one is better for me? Then... time's up! And after decision making, yep I was never satisfied... I dream and I wish something bigger, something that I don't choose, something that anyone else choose except me. But hey! In fact, my decision isn't that bad. I need to change. To be more thankful, to be more effective and efficient.

Then I read it:

Two types of decision-makers: Satisficers are those who make a decision or take action once their criteria are met. That doesn’t mean they’ll settle for mediocrity; their criteria can be very high; but as soon as they find the car, the hotel, or the pasta sauce that has the qualities they want, they’re satisfied. 

Maximizers want to make the optimal decision. So even if they see a bicycle or a photographer that would seem to meet their requirements, they can’t make a decision until after they’ve examined every option, so they know they’re making the best possible choice…In a fascinating book, The Paradox of Choice, Barry Schwartz argues that satisficers tend to be happier than maximizers. Maximizers must spend a lot more time and energy to reach a decision, and they’re often anxious about whether they are, in fact, making the best choice. 

— Gretchen Rubin

Source:
Don't Overthink It: 5 Tips for Daily Decision-Making
http://99u.com/articles/7043/dont-overthink-it-5-tips-for-daily-decision-making

So I think, I need criteria or target, then choose and finish what I have to finish. Be thankful. Believe in myself.

Rum, you need to get things done, for your own good, don't just float in space without any purpose or destination.

I'm a dreamer, forever and always. But I have to turn some "I wish" into "I will". Turn dream into reality.

http://weheartit.com/entry/118078345/via/audrey_cfc

Bismillah :)

Korea Update: It's Okay That's Love & Winner

Baru beres nonton drama korea!!! Judulnya It's Okay That's Love atau Gwaenchana Sarangiya, yang main bagus-bagus, scriptnya bagus, musiknya bagus, bagus! pokoknya bagus.

Suka Kwang Soo

Suka Jo In Sung

Suka semuaaaaa

Sedih, lucu, aneh, hhu sukaaaa masih ga percaya udah beres... Ceritanya tentang psikiater wanita dengan penulis romance thriller pria (yang ganteng! serius, demi, beneran, nggak boong) mereka saling menyingkap dan menyembuhkan trauma masa kecil satu sama lain *haish*

Banyak life quotes juga di sini, secara cowonya penulis.

Dan yang gue suka di drama ini baik cowo maupun cewenya sama-sama apa adanya gitu, ada part mereka telponan terus bilang 'jangan tanya abis makan apa. bukan gue bgt' trs dibales sama pasangannya 'iya sama' hahaha trs nutup telpon deh, trs cewenya bilang 'ini gue bgt, simpel tapi manis' aaaaaaaak <3

LANJUT!
Winneeeeeeer! Ini sekelompok pria-pria musisi baru debut dari kerajaan YG dan keren bangeeeet!

Ganteng-ganteng, pinter-pinter (pinter nyanyi, dance, bikin lagu, dll), keren-keren awawaw

GIMANAAAAA? Ketjeeeee kaaaan? Lagunya nggak cuman satu yang enak tapi satu album enak semua juga :') seneng deh.

►[2014 S/S] Winner from Lalalereuh on 8tracks Radio.

Happy Listening!